So what was turning out to be such a great day has now turned into utter crap. She screwed me over.......again and I can't do a single thing about it.
After promising me and my mother multiple times that she will get me to work this weekend all the different times that I have to work, she changes her mind. I was ever so nicely told a little after midnight that "No, I'm not taking you to work tomorrow. I'm babysitting in the morning before I go horseback riding with friends." She wasn't even going to tell me about it either. Apparently she was just going to let me wake up and figure it out for myself. So now me with the multiple blisters on my feet, some of which have popped and are bleeding, has to get up way earlier then planned so that I can walk and get to work on time.
Would it have been so hard to tell me this earlier when she you know dropped me off at work, or when I came home from work to change and she was talking to me? No, because apparently mentioning this little bit of information before I would see people whom might actually be able to help me/give me a ride didn't seem to cross her pathetic little mind!
I am soooo extremely pissed off right now. I really just want to scream and yell at her about this but there is no point in doing that. Where is it going to get me? Sadly nowhere and now all I'm left with is painful blisters on my feet (which are only going to get worse after tomorrow) and lots of stress building up right now.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Rants......take 1
Honestly this is getting a bit ridiculous. Its been almost two months and I still don't have any means of transportation. I find it rather funny and honestly a bit ridiculous that a person who works at a car company/auto auction is having a very hard time finding a car. It further annoys me when said person, along with others, gets mad and yells at me when they have to take me somewhere like work. It's not like I asked for this! I don't particularly enjoy having to ask people for rides everywhere. Contrary to what they may think, I didn't break my car in the hopes that they will buy me a new one with their money, so that I wouldn't have to pay a thing. That's just ridiculous!
2) School Not Letting Me Know About Financial Aid Yet
This is causing a slight panic attack inside. I thought I would have heard from them by now. Instead I was sent another form a few weeks ago that I had to fill out and send in. So now I have to wait another few weeks!
3) School Dropping Classes on Me and Messing Up My Schedule
I got to once again go through the chaos and confusion of picking out new classes....well class last week. I got an e-mail telling me that one of my lovely 300 level history classes was dropped and that I had to pick a new class. So I had to spend a lovely amount of time sitting on the computer going through the course catalog and finding something both interesting/useful to the major that fit into my schedule. Thankfully with some help from Kathleen, I found something that worked out.
4) Life In General Just Seems to Not Be Going Like Its Supposed to Right Now
Once again, I seem to find myself the receiver of lots of crap right now. As usual I don't seem to do enough around here and whatever I do do is not good enough or isn't done correctly. Here's a hint people: Yelling at me and making me feel bad about myself isn't going to make me do what you want!
Sorry if any of my ranting has bothered you for some reason. I just needed a way to went this out right now and since no one seems to care or be available to talk I had to get it out.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Wishing Stars
Does anyone have any spare wishing stars that I could have? I will seriously pay big money for them if you have any to sell. I'm pretty much at the point where I will do anything to make this whole thing change. I don't care anymore, I just want it to stop. For once I would just like to feel relaxed and happy. I want to have at least a few memories that are good and happy.
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