I Lied

I know I said that my next post was just going to consist of tons of Kasey icons.........well I lied! I pissed off right now and just need to vent for a while!

I f***ing sick of being treated like the family bitch! Why does everyone think that they can boss me around?!?! I'm not their subserviant! I don't have to do every damn thing that they say. But no, if I don't do what they say I get screamed at and called a lazy selfish brat!

Life is bitch! Agh!

I really don't know what I am going to be writing about today. I am bored shitless and this is the only thing I can think of to do right now. So if I start to ramble or something like that.........yeah.

So yeah, I am soo bored right now. I have absolutley nothing to do until I have to go to work at like 5:30. Ugh! I don't know what to do. I could be really wierd and play off a conversation I had with someone last night, and actually start making my Christmas list right now........you know what.......I think I will be weird and do that. It's something to do to pass the time. I am so wierd to do this.

P.S. Thanks to a certain person for picking me up from work last night. I really didn't want to walk home from Riverpoint in the rain.

P.P.S. Beware of any really weird posts in the future. I'm thinking about putting up a post just consisting of all of my Kasey icons. I don't know why I'm gonna do it. I just want to.

Ask and I won't tell.......

This is just a random funny icon that made me laugh....even though I feel like shit right now!

Can't Anymore...

I really should be mad right now. I should be hating a certain person for ruining Starburst and Twizlers for me! But I can't because last night was sooooooooooo much fun! But, yeah right now I have a pile of the light pink Starbursts sitting in front of me but I can't eat them because they make me think of last night. And......yeah.........

Also, I am gonna have a hard time playing these games ever again! Yeah, cuz when I play/think of them I think about last night and yeah...........

UGH!!!!

I start the other new job on Monday! I'm gonna have like no free time! Damn this f***ing sucks! I hope this won't conflict with my babysitting and other job and school stuff!

First Day of Work

OMG Work is gonna be so easy, but soooooooo long! I work now every Tuesday and Thursady from 5:30 till about 8 and then every other Saturday from 10 to 5 and every other Sunday from 1 to 5! It's gonna be long and boring at times but they pay amazingly well so yeah, that's good. All I do is pretty much put the books back on the shelves after they have been checked in. Yeah, fun I know. So..............yeah.........that's pretty much it. Had a great 1st day!

Bored to Death

Hey! So, yeah my family definatley doesn't seem to care about me. I'm at home, just sitting in my room watching a movie. Everyone else but Margie and Eddie where home, cuz Margie is at a friends house and Eddie is never home. But, anyways, so I'm sitting here watching this movie and when I come out the house is empty. Everyone is gone, no one told me they were leaving. Now I'm sitting here, alone, bored to death, contemplating if I should bust out the chocolate frosting again, cuz now I feel depressed.

P.S. Guess who got a job yesterday?!?!!?

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

I JUST DROVE A CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME........LEGALLY!!!!!!!!!

It was sooo cool! I got to go over 20 mph and my dad didn't yell at me for it. In fact, he didn't yell at me at all! It was soooo much fun. Tomorrow, I might actually get to cross Port Road! Yeah.....funess! Now it might actually be reasonable for me to buy this car off my brother next week!

Fairy Tales are a LIE!

I don't know why this sort of stuff always seems to happen to me. Now apparently it's my fault that I don't want to spend $800 to buy my brothers old car. It's not that I don't want a car, but what is the point in me even buying a car when no one wants to teach me how to drive? Yeah, and I also am just one big disappointment to them. But what else is new?!

I am..........

I am sooooooooo stupid! i am the complete dumb ass who just locked her self out of her bedroom.

I had to get up around 10 to go pick up Margie at volleyball camp. Apparently when I was walking out of my room I locked to the door before I pulled it shut. Now I have to wait till I get back from babysitting to get back into my room!

I just need a hug!

I just need a hug!

Cuz right now I feel like shit! No one gives a damn anymore and I am sick of trying to please everyone! It's to hard and I can't handle it anymore! I just want to be me!

Never again!

I am never ever ever ever ever babysitting for 13+ hours again! If I ever talk of accepting a job that entails such hours......someone shoot me! I am soooooooo exhausted after last night! I babysat from about 1:30 in the afternoon till somewere around 3:30 in the morning! I've only been able to sleep like four hours and I have to do the exact same thing tonight! Never again! If I didn't need the money to buy my books and stuff I never would have taken this job!

Why?