Asking for help is hard to do....

Asking for help is probably the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Frankly I am embarrassed that I even have to ask for help. To me, asking for help right now is just........yeah. It makes me feel lazy, like I haven't worked hard enough and if I had maybe taken that one short shift or come in that one day when they needed me, no matter how tired I was, then maybe I could have been able to afford all of my school tuition and book fees. I feel like I'm disappointing people by not working as hard as I should have.